Past Ramblings

Past has not been written yet. Past is just the manifested reality that everyone seem to have an experience of. If Past was the manifestation, isn't the Present itself a manifestation? What I see, I look at, I feel, isn't it all just a figment of my imagination.. or a pseudo-reality that I have created for myself? If everything is in my mind, isn't the future also in my mind? what is it that I am afraid of to even try and look at the future? If I can look at the past with ease, why is it difficult to look at the future? If I can influence my Present, why cant I influence my Past? Why can't I influence my future?
The answer is simple: the electron just superpositioned itself into the two corners of a circle.

Now the question is.. which electron??